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.___. [13 Jan 2003|06:58pm]
[ mood | pessimistic ]

I remember in the summer when I was like ".. I'm excited about going back to school." Maybe I thought this year would live up to last year. Not a chance. I get back, and realize how irritating everyone is.

I guess I forgot how the homework was. I sure wish it was still summer now. I miss it. That was one of the best summers I've ever had. Yeah.. is WAS. I'm glad I got gym over with today- I'm glad I don't have it tommorow. It's not even that I'm really bad at it-- I just hate it. ..no I am really bad at it compared to like Lilly.. or most of the boys.

Hmphh... I want more weekend. I slept in again. Mom woke me up. I had to get into the shower really fast, and hardly had any time on the net this morning. I got all bitchy when I came home. I don't even know why. I shouldn't have treated mom like that. Oh well. Sometimes she does stuff like that too.

I think they only difference is that she doesn't take things like that back.

Good idea. Maybe I'll start. --;

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ehmm... [10 Jan 2003|07:18pm]
[ mood | sleepy ]

I don't know why I connected to the internet. I'm quite sick of it actually. I never thought I'd see the day when I say NEO is boring. I wonder if I was that bothersome when I was new; when I first started chatting. I wonder if I sounded that stupid. Maybe I still do. .___.

I should prolly disconnect, go in my room, and sleep. There's nothing to do anymore. No one is on right now, and I have no one to talk to. I dn't want to watch Jake tommorow, even though she said I didn't have to. She's trying to pull this reverse pscychology (sp?) on me. I say I don't want to watch him, she says ok, then I say fine I'll do it. I miss the summer. I wanna watch all the movie again. I miss not having homework, and not having to worry about all the assholes in my school. ...fun to miss, eh? Let's all miss. You know what else is fun?


skipping with your parents permission is even better, because then you don't have to feel guilty and potentially get in trouble. ;D I wish it was last year at this time.
At this time, i think we just started reading The Outsiders. and after March is when we watched the movie. That was a great year. This is ok, ...one thing I have to look forward to: getting out of my dump of a school. I want to go to sleep and never wake up again. Be in a good dream forever. wouldn't that be nice...? You don't have to worry about this kinda stuff in good dreams. Whatever would I do without my dreams. ^^

I told my mom to quit it, she lit that cigarette. The first since she quit. We all told her to stop, we didn't bother telling dad- but I'm quite positive we BEGGED her. Now she smokes again. If she put that out when I told her too, she wouldn't be wasting 4 bucks everyday. 4 dollars everyday adds up. That gives me a reason to stop fundraising for DC. I ain't gunna waste my money- when she wastes her money everyday. From now until the end of April she would have spent around 360 dollars. That could easily pay for the rest of the trip. --; Maybe she doesn't buy a pack a day. Oh well. Not worth thinking about.

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[10 Jan 2003|04:14pm]
[ mood | full ]

I wrote this really long entry this morning then hit 'update journal' and ths site says something about maintenance, and that I couldn't post it. That pissed me off. --;

I forced myself to get up this morning. The past few days I've been turning off my alarm and going back to sleep for a half an hour. I needed to take a shower... and get on the internet. I've only gotten about 2 hours in, in the past 3 days. The I went to school, and then gym. We played basketball. The I jammed my finger doing some passing drill. So I went and got an ice pack, though I'm sure I didn't need it.

...Sam's going to Central? --; Mel and Lissy I dun want you guys to go too. Don't go. .___. Plleeaaassssseeee. I'm sick of Sam. I wasn't before. I'm sick of feeling like I'm stupid because she flies by so easy. She has more than 100 in every class. I don't understand it. Yeah, like I said. She reminds me of whats-her-face in The Sure Thing. She's a person who writes down her whole life in a planner, and would die if she lost it. I mess up one book ONE book and she goes crazy. How can you like to like to live life like that? I don't understand.

We had a lice check the other day. All I need is for a some fat idiot telling me how to wash my hair. I'm so deeply sorry everyone can't be as perfect as you. Perfect Terror... ha! that play, I was about to be like 'Jenni, it sounds like your family' because it says 'The Perfect Family' but then I realized how rude I would have sounded, and she'd prolly get offended or something, so I kept my mouth shut.

I came home today, and some kid is sitting on the steps right inside the door. He was 17 probably, Ryan's age. I couldn't tell at first whether it was Ryan or not, because I never like to look people I don't know in the eye. It's uncomfortable. he was wearing a hat too, and Ryan usually does...and it was just confusing. So I ran up the stairs 'cause he was in the way, and I wanted to water. O_O Ryan was on the phone calling into naturalizer teling them he's quote unquote "throwing up everywhere." ..and then he walks out the door. xD He signed up for some band thing, and he neede off work, but he just got off so we could go up to Chula Vista.

I used to be so enthusiastic about writing in here. Now it's... kinda like Sarah go write in your livejournal even though no one is making me. First day I wrote like 5 entries. o.O You'll be lucky to get one now.

Chorus was ok. We sang this thing called 'Dateline: Rock and Roll' in was a collaboration of songs from the 50s, 60s, 70s, 80s, 90s, and 2000. but the songs were all weird, and they were some shortened version, and they weren't sung by the real artist or anything so songs like 'The Beat' sounded really corny. ..and then there was the narration, that was sucky.

You know what's really irritating? When Sarah is a dumbass and accidentally highlights the whole entry and then starts typing without knowing it was highlighted.

Weellll... I'm happy it's the weekend, and I have no plans although I wish I did. Mom said I had to watch Jake tommorow because they wanted to go out to eat at the Red Lobster, and I told her I didn't want to watch Jake and she says 'Fine, I'll just tell dad we can't.' wtf... she always makes me feel like shit when I say I don't want to do something. So I yelled at her. She always does it, and I always yell. I remember last time, I told her not to do it anymore. That's always the way she does it.

yep. Apologies in advance for the typos.

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I sware to god.. [07 Jan 2003|08:50pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

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every DAMN time.

Anyway. --; my day started out like crap. My alarm didn't go off. I woke up an hour and a half late. I got ready in 5 minutes. I got to school, not thrilled to see everyone's faces.

Sam and Ashley. Yes, try to make a fool out of yourself. It just might work. We tell them a joke, thinking they'll actually uderstand it. Did they? No way in hell. We were talking about the real World, Frank got a hamster. he says "I wanted to name is Deuce but it sounded too much like that other word." we go, "you get it?" Sam goes.. "... kinda. No." and so she's like "what?" and We say "Sounds like a 'sh' at the end, but it's not spelt that way." She says it like nothing, in front of the teacher --; loudly. She goes 'TELL MEEEEE!' I say 'at lunch'. She won't have that, no way. I say "Go ask them, they should know." Do they? No chance in hell. Mrs. Tesar looks it up in the dictionary LOL! and hands the dictionary to Sam. --; Sam reads and makes a horrible face. Why am I not talking about Ahsley, Ahsley did exactly as Sam. Jason comes in. Mrs. Tesar says something and Jason goes "I know what it means!" he looks at me and asks. I nod. I tell him to be quiet. Lilly comes. She don't know. 'I saw I signs' Uh..no? that's it. xP

I have gym tommorow --; that sucks. Thats shit. Ergh. went to Mel and Lissy's. Had a good time, not being at home. I'm tired. I'm going to bed. I'm prolly not gunna wake up tommorow. I better.

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I likkeeeee... making funn of peeeopllleee att schooolll. [06 Jan 2003|07:16pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

The many annoying qualities of my classmates.

Sean: He's a player, thinks he's all that. tries to be cool, even though he's not. Ryan says he smokes, he's freaking 13 @2#$%R%! thats messed up.

Doug: His gums are too big. He's immature, and is way TOO sarcastic.

Andy Brooks: Thinks I'm obsessed with school. wtf WTFFFF!!!! I hate school. I hate school. What a damn idiot. Has 15 guns for hunting? why?

Ed: Fat, and smells. I know it's mean, but he could take a shower or something. reads really slow.

Jordan: Where the hell do I start? That thing before he laugh, and he's my neighbor. Ergh. He also thinks he's a good skateboarder. umm.. no? "I GOT NEWWWW GLOOOOOOBBBESSSSS.. I'M A SPPOIILLEDDD LITTLEEEE BRAT!"

Joe: You suck Joe, not only are you dumb as rocks, you're rude. You need to start paying attention, stop fooling around, and be serious. I'll laugh at you when you have no life, and are in jail for Grand Theft Auto. Yes, I will, and I won't feel sorry for you even for ONE moment, because I know you deserve it.

Nicole: what happened? what the hell happened? I can't say anything --; I used to be your friend.

Sarah: Needs to learn how to stfu once in a while. You aren't funny, and your "bad ass" punk attitude isn't either. We can see right through your lies.


the rest are the same: laugh at stupid things, that aren't nearly funny. You think I don't know what you are talking about, and I do. You are all too smart, you take everything to serious, you're all goody goody. And yes, you say she is, but to me it souns like you are talking about yourself. You curse now? I'm so damn sure that your new year's resolution was to stop, you didn't even start idiot. You abandon us, you don't care- we aren't like you. don't try to make us be. Don't follow us, don't try to when I'm telling you to stop. I don't care what every one says, I don't takeyou copying us as a compliment. Don't see ourmovies, don't read our books, don't wear your hair the way we do, don't buy the same shoes we buy. Basically, don't take OUR ideas. Don't write a "sequel" to something that we wrote. We thought you woulda figured out it was half a joke. Just be nice, and shut up.

J.C... Cullen, not you... them. =D
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Flashiie FAQ [06 Jan 2003|04:16pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Why aren't you on neopets right now?

Because I'm disgusted by their level of intelligence. ...and I'm not saying they're smart.

What annoys you yourself the most?

Currently? the little yellow-ish stripe of the Coke can. Coca-Cola doesn't deserve McDonalds colors.

Are you lazy?

Why yes, yes I am. ;D

How much are you on the internet a day?

Weekends: When I wake up; until 10:00 if I'm not doing anything with my friends that day. School days: 7-8 and then from 4-9

What is the worst movie ever made, in your opinion?

Don't even get me started --;

Why do you like the 80s? It's 2003!

I'm not answering questions that don't deserve answers.

Was that supposed to be funny?


Where did you get the idea to do an FAQ?

I have no idea.

when was the last time you got up?

to go to the bathroom, and plug the phone cord in.

how long have you had a computer?

A little over 14 months.

How long ago did you learn how to use a computer...well

A little over 14 months ago.

How many friend do you have.

Stupid question..... 2? .___.

2 that I like dammit.



Are you bored, if so why?

yes. neo. no. wanna. go. back. friends. not. e-mailing. me.

do you think anyone is still reading this?

HA! are you kidding? I'm sure they quit that ages ago. .___.

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Let us talk about lunch.... [06 Jan 2003|03:44pm]
[ mood | hyper ]

...my mom says chuckles is possesed. what? by the devil -rolls eyes- ...but..but he's so cute..and fluffy. SHE'S LYING. -laughlaugh- -laugh- -blank stare-

offended are we? ..and in case you're wondering the italics represents je double n I speaking.

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LOL [06 Jan 2003|06:52am]
[ mood | amused ]

Click Here


Ha... Truly pathetic. Only two movies? Dude, now I can go around and say I've seen every one of Jeff's movies. xD wheeeee.

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do you think... [05 Jan 2003|08:30pm]
[ mood | weird ]

Do you think I'm obsessed with writing in here? Do you think this is my own personal journal? I do.. Mebbe we both do I don't like shaving my legs either. Mebbe we both don't Do you think Sam will e-mail me loads of shit tommorow? Mebbe do you think my CD player ran out of batteries? mebbe No you think someone will reply? </b>No</b>

Do you think I'm talking to myself? damn straight

I'm bored. go to hell. all of you. thats right! muahahahaha O_O -falls down- ohwww

and if any of those bolds didn't work, prepare to be scolded.

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homeeeeeeee. o_- [05 Jan 2003|02:12pm]
[ mood | gloomy ]

The hotel pool sucked.. badly. I went back to the hotel room..to watch a movie with Ryan, then Mom and Jake came back. We were arguing about which movie to watch. I didn't want to watch Triple X or Triple XXX...what ever the hell it is. We ended up watching that anyway, just not then. I don't understand how I gaind anything from that. ?_? So, we watched Goldmember. Funny.. ha ha HEAR ME LAUGHING?

Then we went to bed...and Jake woke me up at 8:30 Grrrr... we went back to the pool after breakfast. I got bored, so we went back up to the room and rented signs. That was good. I liked it. But... errrrrrr the Birthday Party Alien looked like a really tall skinny guy in a suit. It prolly was, but it's not supposed to look like it.. or mebbe it is... dun dun dun.

and then we rented triple crap. SO STUUUUUPPPPIDDDDDDDDDD.... and then I listened to my music, and started crying because I don't know why. I was just thinking about everything. O_O and my ankle hurt really bad. And then my mom told me the exorcist was on and I sucked it up and watched. LOL funny. So I go to sleep, and I wake up by my mom mom going "go eat some cheetos" because My brother was whining. xD

We went to some place for breakfast right in the Dells. I had Mozerella (sp?) sticks, and fries fer breakfast. Yuummmm. Now I'm home, and don't want to go to school tommorow. .-. My ankle still hurts, mom said she'd write a note for gym, but I think I have practive tommorow, and if he sees me he's gonna go crazy or something. O_O

I wanted a to find a picture of Roos for my userpic, but I couldn't. You can't imagine how dissapointed I am. xP

someone reply to this, so I don't feel like I don't have any friends... please?

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wheeeeeeeeeeeeeee [30 Dec 2002|09:57pm]
[ mood | amused ]

the_outsiders83: T-Rex 650watt Hand-Held Power Vacuum w/attachments Retail Value $42.00 QVC Price $32.50 Introductory Price $29.46
Flash: Hmm. lets buy it.
the_outsiders83: i think we shall.
Flash: yes, shall we?
the_outsiders83: we shall.
Flash: Jordan left. yay!
Flash: ohhh.. ok shall we. we shall. ok, but I dun have any money
the_outsiders83: your pay: $14.73...
the_outsiders83: oh, but you do
Flash: -poke- -coff- can I borrow 14.73?
Flash: -winkwink-
the_outsiders83: you shall borrow $14.73.
Flash: ok, I shall.
the_outsiders83: *I O U*
Flash: and I *promise* I shall pay you back.
the_outsiders83: *sure*
Flash: yeah, an IOU. good idea polka.
the_outsiders83: good idea, indeed, ahem--dot.

=D you crack me up polka.

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[30 Dec 2002|05:46pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

Neopets is down for maintenance
and should be back online in about 1 hour. :(

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.-----. [30 Dec 2002|04:53pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

Neo won't work. Ryan left, and his music is still playing, and it's driving me crazy and I don't want to go in his room because it smells like cheap insence. o.o;; There's no food here, and dammit the only thing he has on that mini disc is Eminem. >=/

so screw the internet. There's nothing to do. I've already read everyones lj's.. even the people I hate. so yeah.

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.-----. [30 Dec 2002|04:53pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

Neo won't work. Ryan left, and his music is still playing, and it's driving me crazy and I don't want to go in his room because it smells like cheap insence. o.o;; There's no food here, and dammit the only thing he has on that mini disc is Eminem. >=/

so screw the internet. There's nothing to do. I've already read everyones lj's.. even the people I hate. so yeah.

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Go Bears o.o! [29 Dec 2002|08:25pm]
[ mood | okay ]

Savor the moment folks, the only time you will ever hear me say that. Because if Tampa loses, Packers get a first round bi, and the second game at home. So yay! Whoo.. I love sounding all technical. I hate football. -.-

I'm tired. I have to wake up before 1:00 tommorow. xD I should probably try to go to bed before 1:00 tonight. xP

adios amigos-

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lmfao [28 Dec 2002|08:01pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

I got a warning for neo today. I haven't been on in like 2 days. I don't even know what in the hell they are talking about XD something about selling or buying accounts. LOL. I just find it extremely and utterly histerical because-- because.

I went to the mall today with Mel and Lissy and my mom and I bought Say Anything. I haven't finished watching it yet. I will tonight.

Christmas. Fun. I didn't get much, mostly money and gift certificates for places like Kohl's and Sam Goody. It sucked though because I had to use my money to buy the movie at FYE and I could have just waited to go to The Mills (The mills... HA)and get it from Goody. I also got... a bunch of art stuff, like some charcoal pencil set, and acrilics, and water color because you know how much I love drawing ;D what else did I get.. I can't remember. --; crap. A blanket, and slippers x) and--- Over the EDGE! AH! great. great. great. movie. It was about some kids in New Granada and they always got busted by the cops all the time. Mostly fer drugs. and Oh man... Me Matty. wooo. He was so little xD his voice was all high and his shirt was like 5 inches too short and then he got killed. Wtf.. he gets killed in every movie, and if I do recall for pulling an unloaded gun on the cops. and Liar's Moon, which was good. the ending was.. blah?

>.>; okie.. enough. I'm thirsty. someone drank all the soda. >=/ dammmmnn.

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.--. [25 Dec 2002|04:10pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

Oh.. my soda is in my room. I dun wanna go get it. But hell my blanket is in there too so I guess I'll go. Yeah so last night we opened presents like as soon as we got there, I wasn't NOT happy about it, but it was just really different. Usually I have to wait like 4 hours before we can open presents. It gets smaller every year there. Kinda depressing. Usually Peter.. and Kristen and Julie come..and Don's family. This year is was only Andy and Angela, John and Wendy, grandma Katie... and us? I think.

I have nothing to talk about. I hate livng in such a small town, because it limits the number of friends you have. Well there's only SO many people you can become friends with, and most likely they're all really annoying. if I hang out with them they'll be like 'well, uh, sarah- maybe you can come to church with me tommorow.' Pftt... 'Umm... no?' So I sit here all day like a lazy person O_O!! =D

so yeah.

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Tired... [24 Dec 2002|12:42pm]
[ mood | tired ]

I have to go to My other Grandma's house for Christmas today now. All we do is sit and laugh and eat and open presents. Then we go home. I helped wrap Jake's presents last night and then my mom made me go to be so she could wrap mine. She says that she's sick of getting home at 9:00 on Christmas Eve to wrap all the presents. I don't blame her, all I would want to do is go to bed.

Eric came over this morning. It was funny. He gave me a a Rolling Stones mag and 20$ gift certificate to Sam Goody. I wonder if they sell movies there. o.O and my mom is looking at it and she goes 'Hey is that Christina Aguilera naked on the cover?' and Eric goes 'Really? Lemme see!' Yeah it was funny at the moment. He was kidding and after that he's all like 'No I'm just joking, I saw her in this one magazine and she looked....dirty. Like you just wanted to hose her off because she looked gross.'

I want to sleep more. I woke up at 10:15. and then took a shower and visited. Pft mymom got all pissy this morning because when she gets on the net all she does is look up information on disease because she and my brother are sick every 2 weeks. And then she thinks I'm making fun of her when I tell people that. I was the first time, but this morning my dad was telling Ryan about how he uses theinternet all day, and he doesn't want to when he gets home from work and I say 'Yeah, adults don't have much to do on the internet, except look up diseases and such.' and she heard she and she's like 'Sarah, you better shut up before I ground you.' wtf IS her problem. she makes fun of me and expects some nice answer like I'm stupid and don't know when people are making fun of me.

So.. crap day overall is what I predict.

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Life doesn't suck. I do. [23 Dec 2002|08:55pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

I feel stupid even going to neo anymore. Going there, and creating boards thinking that people are going to talk to me. Thank you all who do. Funny how people you thought were your friends can forget about you so fast, like you never existed. I don't understand why people can't just take the time out to NOTICE someone. I probably sound arrogant saying this, like I crave popularity or something when it's quite the contrary. All I want is a reason to go there.

Christmas this year doesn't seem as exciting as all the other ones. I realized its just the same as every other, and I really didn't like every other. I don't want to go up to the Dells. I hate trying to pretend I can have fun with no friends around me. -points to the title- and so, all of this has told me that my life is perfectly fine, I just try to make it seem like it's bad- when it's myself that has the problems. that sounded stupid.. it' just to hard to write down the exact way that I feel.

My god... why do I even write in this damn thing. it's pathetic.

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Vacation.... the best thing ever invented. [22 Dec 2002|04:51pm]
[ mood | thirsty ]

--; I want another soda, but then mom will yell at me and say "put it back" because she's just stupid like that :P =D I love Christmas break because I get to sleep, and not see everyone I hate for two whole weeks.

We went to Grandma D's for Christmas yesterday, it was OK, I guess. Except the fact that her hosue smelled like eggs, and greg was so incredibly drunk- nothing was to bad. Heh, I wouldn't go move a peice fo cake, because my mom told me to and she comes back and she's like "You will be grounded." and then she forgot about it. It sounded stupid just the way she said it. Heh...

I'm sick of neo, partly the fact that the stupid people are like retarded people, they don't even know that they're stupid. They think they're cool when they go " **grabs a can of n00b spray and sprays down the hole FC!!!!** Where infected!!!! TEHERES SOOOOO MANY N00BS!" I can't think of anything to say. Like I just sit there laughing at everyone.___.

I was sick of school, so it's great that I have until ike 6th off. I'm always so tired, and I started remembering my dreams again. It stopped for a while, in the summer I could remember them everyday. I didn't have so much to think about. I'm sick of always having to get my work done. I don't try SO hard, but I try enough to get good grades. I have such high standards set for myself, and I wish I didn't. It's like I won't be happy myself if I don't get A's and B's, but my mom is happy with Ryan if he doesn't fail.

I was reading this journal we had to do in school, when I was in grade 3-5, in the FI. It was weird, because I'm thinking "I didn't write that, I couldn't have" because I don't remember it anymore. It's so incredible to me that I did THAT when I was in 4th grade? I hate to loose it all, what I worked so hard to learn for 7 years? Damn my school for not having it. --; I hate it. I hate leaving. I miss my friends... I miss being better at it than anyone in THIS school. I hate moving. The doorbell's ringing. It's probably Jordan. He's an idiot. I hate arrogant people.

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